Sometims,people might think that I am insane.Everyday thinking of some unlogical theory.But I surely aware that I am not.
I still believe no matter how people does not believe. (‘Hero’ by F.I.R)
I tried many times,took many golden opportunities to tell and try to convince.Of course not all by my strength.
I failed many times,cried alone in my room.Felt helpless and hopeless like the feeling I got a few minutes ago.
Sorry to say to the devil.I will never give up.If the next second will be,I will also do what I should do.And really complete my task.Never say die to the evil side!Kind spirit helps me.
I know I changed a lot,from the past to now.Maybe some of you know what changes it is.
I am not turning to be a bitch,not turning to be a robber,or any possible craps.
Not.
If my judgement is not so wrong,I had turned to be a better human.Better,not best okay.The faith in my heart is growing.Peace and joy living in my heart.Plenty of them.
Is a great news all right.
:|)
Thank God.
But.
I do not just want me to be feel full,to have peace and joy.I can not force.Forcing does not help but it harms.
The most most most most important matter is let them be saved.
What can I do?
Is their heart.An open heart.When they willing to accept.
Prayer is the only thing I can do.
But I seriously do not want to feel helpless anymore.How?What?Why?Question marks fill up my mind and heart.
I need to reboost my faith.Energy.
